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BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

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FORGET THEM

sucky life, dumb by nature...
stay or go? can he jus pls stay wif me??
minimum time, maximum tasks
how e bar looks frm in front...looks nice n quite ...
how it looks lik standin in front of bar, joeyy ...
b4 moppin muz stack all e chairs up n put in cor...
photo peiwen took of me wen we were eatin at pep...
back again...
seriously outta sorts, outta mind...
back again...

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Saturday, June 10, 2006

tues was a breeze...
nth much 2 sae...
wed went out wif dem aft proj...
dem bein, joy mz cher suyee and me...
supposed 2 watch da vinci at cine...

time din match, watched shes e man instead...
show was damn funny n nice...
its abt a gal disguisin herself s her twin bro...
2 join e guys soccer team aft hers gt cut off...
noe wats e interestin part ma?

e guy she lik likes another gal who likes her...
cartoon rite? anywae, nice show 2 catch...
aft watchin tat, we were in such gd mood...
tat we decided to watch da vinci, despite e time...
da vinci was alrite, i quite liked it...

but i tink silas din look lik he suffered enuff...
i tink e kinda devotion n pain was nt shown enuff...
or mayb e bk jus describe till too extreme le...
2 bad we were late, missed out jacques last breath...
e tombstone of mary was v nice tho, gt e feelin...

of e sacred female, i shld sae...movie ended at 12.30pm...
waited 1hr fer night bus den realised...
it onli operates on fri, weekends n public hols...
shit la, by den cab fare so ex le...
so we gt cher onto cab den i lead mz walk to PS...

thurs was v tiring...tho projs handed up...
but fri mornin gt law testo ne...so sianx...
gotta study..but halfwae thru...sumtink happened...
made me no hav mood study...joy shld noe y...
haiz...felt so "i hav nobody 2 turn to"...sadded...

fridae...todae...morn as tirin...
e test...i gt tinks 2 write abt...
but i din state e exact issue concerned cos i dunno...
i couldn state or name it...cos i din study...
but i noe e principle behind it...shld b can pass lah...

2dae work startup was nice...m so happy...
cos 2dae ft sch v tired le...but wan work 1pm-10pm de...
but sze chia morn gt enuff pple so i work 5pm loh...
so i slept...den gt lik 7 missed calls frm v8 leh...
i wake up le den noe...but later also gg le ma...

so din call back till me on train...
yuan lai dey wan mui schedule...den me no schedule next week...
but wait! wen i reached , sook theng squeezed me in...
or did she? cos i ended up workin wed-sun...
cos i said i mon n tues gt proj...phew! SEY ARH! >_<

aft work, smt came...durin work, sky was unhappy...
tis i noe but i dunno y...aft tat dey all left...
boss tokin 2 sook theng, finishin le...
den dey all wait so long le den jus go...
leavin me behind...den i gotta noe...

kenny, arh han, sky n smt go chat...
den joey leave wif ziqing or join i dunno...
i jus noe everybody left me, was so damn hurt...
lik few daes i no work...den kenna left out...lik tat.
y cant anybody i care fer care abt me? wth.

den online mui cls mate was askin aft me...
askin abt mui flu n evrythin...
wat abt mui colleagues...haiz...
so hurt so hurt so hurt...
how 2 go work tml? pls teach me...='(

y r pple so selfish? y do dey hurt pple?
y can dey succeed in ignorin pple de feelings?
i realie dunno y...but i guess i've been hurt enuff...
dere's realie alot tinks i wanna achieve but its all MIs i guess...
i once said i dun mind realie carin n lurvin everybody even if i mayb get hurt.

but sumtimes, wen everybody hurt me at e same time...
i cant take it...hurts so much its almost numb yet its nv numb...
but i hafta b strong, or at least show tat im fine...
i mean, i cun jus break down in front of dem lik tat rite?
den wat? cry in front of everybody...?

pls lah, wan pity frm dem meh?
wonder whether anybody will console me anot loh...
so far, dere onli 1 person nv make me unhappy b4...
and tat person is henry...
2dae was damn sucky...

damn sad tat sum1 in kitchen upset auntie mary...
and she left super early 2nite lah...argh!
den table B complain cos stoopid boss so damn slow.
den sky unhappy dun tell me y...
den joey thru eg told me i help him is hai him...

i dun wan play le...im so damn tired i scare muiself...
yet i cant show n nv seem2 get enuff rest...
cos world keep revolvin, life keeps gg on...
i cun stop n rest n recover...so sucky!
pple ard me scare me...i nit a guardian angel 'stead of bein others'.

Wished She Was Loved ;

6/10/2006 12:12:00 AM