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FORGET THEM

minimum time, maximum tasks
how e bar looks frm in front...looks nice n quite ...
how it looks lik standin in front of bar, joeyy ...
b4 moppin muz stack all e chairs up n put in cor...
photo peiwen took of me wen we were eatin at pep...
back again...
seriously outta sorts, outta mind...
back again...
 
glad 2b cared fer...

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

damn sad damn sad...
everybody's leavin le...
auntie lim n auntie arh hoon kenna sack...
stoopid andy left fer gd le...!
auntie shirley's gonna quit tis week wed...

sze chia n sook theng wanna quit v soon v soon le...
left deir submission of resignation letter onli....
after all of dem leave, tat l;eaves me...
together wif all those old birds le...
im quite confident v8 is gonna collapse le...

cos kitchen nobody noes more den auntie shirley...
after arh soon left lah tat is...
outside...aft sze chia n sze theng go...
even i also noe more den those remaining full timers...
how is e restaurant gonna survive...?

u dun expect ur part timers 2 help train e new staff rite?
i mean, fer e pay we get, & e type of boss u are...
i noe i HAFTA leave soon...but i cun bear it, realie...
i mean, i walk ard e restaurant n imagine nt workin...
and i feel lik breakin down...

i realie envy pple who doesn get attcahed to work...
and i hate 2 stoopid boss fer takin everythinawae...
and i hate sum particular pple who make life diff...
fer me n sky n samantha...wen shes jus a VASE.
nt exactly a v pretty one at tat, too

joeyy's v sure he wanna leave...
he asked me to quit together wif him also...
i noe i shld leave 2 save muiself frm all e misery...
but i also wanna ask him stay together wif me...
without work, no income...no place 2 go...

no place 2 serve all e regulars whom r already mui frens...
and, i wun get to see him also le...
cos we dun meet out fer dinner n movies lik me n siwei do...
he makes me feel lik he jus wan b colleagues...
but sumtimes he realie cares over e extent of a fren...

lik his sensitive 2 me n i affect his moods...
if euu get wat i mean lah...im v ashamed of muiself euu noe...?
cos his younger...n im crushin on him...haiz...
super against mui principles...i feel so sick...
so weak...been v moody n crybaby tis daes...

sch is so tirin, wif floods of tests n projects...
and frens i dun lik whom i hafta hang ard wif...
work is so heartbreakin...wen everybody i care fer leaves...
be it on own accord or get sacked...its realie too much...
i feel so lost...i dun get any comfort...

wen happiness feels so far and hard to get...
i nit sumone but i onli hav muiself...
nobody can decide fer me or make me happy...
tats jus how i feel now...i feel so argh.
and...wen shld i ask him 2 stay wif me?

im so afraid of rejection but i hafta ask...
cos im nt ready to leave yet,,,
i dun wan to sound helpless...
but im scared i might cry...
y muz tinks change...? y cant sum tinks b certain...

if onli euu could alwaes respond positively to me.
if onli i can noe wat euu r tinkin...
if onli ur willin to open up to me...
if onli euu r willin to be mui fren...
tinks u sae jus contradict u noe...

lik sumtimes u tok s if u wan me to be dere...
sumtimes u refuse to tell me abt ur life...jus wat u did...
but u show u care by callin me up...
and u sae u wan me to be dere wen i feel bored...
and regret bein at sumwher...

wat izzit exactly tat euu are tinkin of?
i realie nit to noe...also wat sze chia is tinkin abt...
sumtimes she jus hurts me so euu noe?
wen she saes one tink n do another...
and luff together wif e old birds at mui expense...

it all hurts...i tink tinks v simply de...
treat me gd, ur a gd person n vice versa...
y complicate tinks in front of me?
i dun n ferever wun understand de...

on saturdae, i was v upset...(wen i noe abt shirley gg)
i reached hm wif normal eyes...no red no nth...
but wen i came outta toilet, mummy asked me wat happened...
i sae nth den she made me hug her...
how nt to break down lik tat?

and she cried along wif me...in e still huggin posiiton...
it has been so long ever since sumbodyu cried along wif me le...
i wan 2 go to e beach...i wan 2b free n without worries...
i wan everythin 2 go smoothly....

Wished She Was Loved ;

5/30/2006 01:58:00 PM