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FORGET THEM

stay or go? can he jus pls stay wif me??
minimum time, maximum tasks
how e bar looks frm in front...looks nice n quite ...
how it looks lik standin in front of bar, joeyy ...
b4 moppin muz stack all e chairs up n put in cor...
photo peiwen took of me wen we were eatin at pep...
back again...
seriously outta sorts, outta mind...
back again...
 

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Monday, June 05, 2006

wed...(31/05/06)
after sch went meet mz...
went back V8 get pay but most imptly...
to c auntie shirley...her last dae le...
she still s jovial s ever loh...
but realie sad 2 c her gone...

so many pple jus stop comin n dey do get used...
i mean, im bz on non work daes...
but i do miss tat place lah...hahas...
aftertat lynn joined us n we went shoppin...
i bought 2 new tops...n spend e same amt $$$ s lynn...

she gt pay le i haven yet leh...
meanin e tops dun count into mui may pay expense!-_-
but wen i went back i felt lurved lah...
lik i wan take ordered food onli...
den auntie mary volunteered 2 giv me food...

so i wan one plate food cum out wif 3 instead...lols...
i will nv leave tat place willingly de...
unless dere cums e dae...everybody left dere...
is against me or sumtink...haiz haiz...

thurs (01/06/06)
spent e dae studyin...so called...
went national library wif mz n cher...
sumhow we managed 2 meet...
at dunno wat floor gt art exhitbition...
will post up e photos later..('',)

aftertat went back v8 wait fer wenlong...
while cher went back hm early...
cos she gt proj 2 rush...
n mz wanna wait fer wenlong...
was v sianx...cos dey stuck together...

so i felt kinda super ps-ed...hahas...
btw, e cakes me, sze chia n sook theng ordered...
were nt bad...blueberrycheese n champagne...
surprisingly...hahas...btw, cafe gt new cake...
mango n passionfruit...n im proud 2 sae...

e name on e tag card is mui handwritin!
(lame fellow, lik tat also happy...)
tat nite ended wif me bein tired...
and actin tired...meanin im tired but nt s much...
s wat i appeared to b...cos i dun wan tok to mz...

at least nt tat much...aft how she ps me...
but now we okie le lah...i also din sae anythin...

fridae (02/06/06)
i went out wif siwei...
we went city hall...marina...gv i tink...
given choices btwin over e hedge n da vinci code...
he chose....over e hedge! wanna watch 2 de...
but times din match cos i wan go IT fair...*pouts*

e movie is nice lah...realie nice...hahas...
aftertat we went play pool...guess e outcome?
we both v tyco but of cos he gt more skill lah...
cos he aim n i nv ma...hehee...close frens shld noe...
i dun aim...i depend on tyco luck de...lols...

e outcome was a tie! 3-3! i won e last...
lucky arh...i tyco also dun wan lose! =x
den we went fer sakae dinner...buffet!
i din eat alot leh...disappointed wif muiself lah!
gt tis auntie workin dere...she sae she new...

den ask us help her write feedback form...
2 sae she gt gd service...but suntec de sakae has alwaes sux...
but i still wrote fer her anywae...
at least her dere gt gd service de tingy...
i also dun hav loh...so sad...='(

aftertat he wan send me hm...but i refused...
he red line me green leh...so ma fan loh...
summore i nt used to it lah...
till now rite...dunno leh...i feel weird n paranoid...
wen guys whose nt mui bf wan send me hm...

like..."since wen dey so nicee" lols...
okie lah but siwei is nice guy...
too bad...nt mui type, younger...
and listens 2 me far too much...
i appreciate more interaction...

lik i tell euu tinks euu tell me tinks too...
but wif him, i do most of e tokin...
i v bad...wanna c whether he gt tell...
anythin abt joeyy anot also...haiz haiz...
if onli he would let me in lah...

saturdae (03/06/06)
e dae in which sook theng plan her, sze chia n henry...
2 off dae together...v sianx loh...
den e rest all old birds...so can imagine lah...
lik dey all mingle amongst demselves...
so i bad mood loh...did openin wif joeyy...
was happy cos he tokin 2 me loads wen joe haven cum...

AND! he told me on his own...
tat he will hafta stay back fer one mth...
i knew tat frm siwei le but...
i was waitin fer him 2 tell me...
which he did...hehehe...

but gd tinks alwaes dun last rite?
he seemed 2 mingle well wif e old bird gang...
but im in no position 2 comment anythin rite?
esp well wif amanda n pebbles...hao ke wu...
those 2 vases, one tang n one ming dynasty vase...

den ziqing keep shootin me abt work also...
lik dun stand dere go do work, dun tok so much...
etc etc...den see or stand together, wif e 2 vases...
tokin in LOUD voices..chattin n crappin...
*rolls eyes* lik wth lah!

den sky kenna complain...i ferget order customers food...
den gt big grp kick up fuss abt table arrangement...
aiya in summary, everythin v messy...
without sze chia or sook theng ard...sianx loh...
2 tink tat e 2 of dem din go out in e end...

feels lik i suffered n sacrificed fer nth...-_-
durin e whole work dae...i c joey doin those cute acts...
2 amanda n pebbles too...sianx till all...
so its all but applied 2 everyoneevery gal...
wen he n amanda gt interaction, lik me n daniel affected...

lols...tat is sumtink funny fer dan n amanda but dumb fer me...
lik y shld i care...btw me n daniel okie le...so called...
cos he tok 2 me first...n let me scold him...
so i let it go loh...fer his super attituding me...
aftertat he quarrel wif amanda n remain -_-...sianx!

realie alot of tots runnin thru mui head tat nites...
i nit e beach, i nit rest n peace...im so tired...
tired beyond description...mentally,physically esp emotionally...
so sick of mui life...lik nth gg well loh, realie...
tink mui dumbness has no limits de...haiz...

orh yea, btw, passed gl his calculator le...
his hair now super long, nt nice at all...
and i mean it...even weijian laso beta lookin den him le...
lols...gt tat distance le...haiz...dunno wat 2 sae also...
jus sad tat we ended up tis wae...also gd lah...

cos now i also too bz le...no time fer any time consumin fren le...
until dey go studyin wif me or wat...haiz...mui life sux...
i care 2 much abt everythin le....n i cant stop muiself...
wats worse is tat even pple also sae i care 2 much le...
i hate muiself.

sundae (04/06/06)
2dae was quite okie...much less contact wif joeyy...
or so i feel...henry likes me...lols...mayb im tinkin too much...
i realise aft saturdae rite...i take notice of...
how close im to guys other den joeyy...
cos i noe how it can feel...tho i dunno how abt him...

but its a fact i gt more 2 tok to sky n henry...
cos dey tok 2 me n let me in ba...
i feel joeyy is v hard 2 get to...
i mean noe wats he tinkin n his character...
i giv muiself at least 10 reminders daily...

tat his outta mui range jus s im outta his too...
i dunno lah...i jus wanna noe wat he tinks of me...
and i jus wanna b happy n make others happy, too...

Wished She Was Loved ;

6/05/2006 01:23:00 AM