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XiAyU
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CoMpLaInT qUeEn? hahas...

LIVES FER:

FoOd!
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ShOpPiN
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NaiLaRt
NiTeS
FrEnS
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HeBe
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FIGHTS WITH:

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LiArS
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BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

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FORGET THEM

_food and movies_
HAPPY FEEEEEET
_all the selfishness inside me_
hey hey hey! im back! hahas... got miss me anot? h...
_whyyy_
_blessed with luck_
***dramatic night***
***am i wishing for too much***
wo men dao toy r us dai chi yi you...!!!
its all abt vivo city~

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Friday, November 03, 2006

THURSDAY (ytd)
work was lousy... cos i felt like i was working and the others were eating...ain i hungry also? ha. ha. ha.
family wise was lousy, to think my parents asked the agent out and took things into their hands... only mz was on my side... c'mon, ain saving a good thing? *scoffs*

supposed to meet cher yet she put me plane yet again, without informing NOR responding. wth. not the first time already... wanna go eat supper with Li Fang and Sherine also cun, even tho i was freakingly damn hungry. zzz... i miss bonding with them... i wanna have supper with them!!! sorrie girls... haiz...

guess i must be such a failure being a waitress... the more i listen to the briefing, the most i think im not suited... maybe v8 suits me more afterall... no frills no stress... and i have people who dote on me there... sk i think only gt 3 people better to me only...as in working kindness good to me...

what am i doing...trying to compare... the two places can never be compared.. what i've learnt and went thru with v8 and what i have started out with sk till now can never be compared... yet both teaches me and affects me in both ways... im glad i entered sk with experience...

for at least i learnt harsher things at v8 but at least the people there were more patient with me... shall the place one day no longer tolerate my clumsiness, the clumsiness that flows in my blood, i will and shall be glad to go... for i can try prevent it, reduce it but things will not change that im accident prone... its in me...

i hate unfairness and i hate people who hurt me... i hate to care for everyone and give my heart to some and they use it to hurt me... i hate i hate i hate... why must i always be the one to be hurt... its been so long since i cried over work or family or friends and it all had to happen ALL in one night...

how to bear it? i wasnt prepared. i wasnt immune. i wasnt myself, the one who cried on the streets, late at night, left to walk home alone... in tears and with a broken heart. i cant exist in a place where im unhappy, else i will lose all colour, fade away and die...

FRIDAY (today)
went for school early after a emotionally draining night of angry, sad, frustrated tears... went to school with a and no soul... dragged thru lessons, as usual slept in class... cos was too tired already... cos rmb i said i was ver hungry...?

i ended up cooking instant noodles for supper or dinner or dunno what you call it... hence i slept rather late... haiz... actually wanna starve myself as punishment to who i also dunno... i just know it was meant to be punishment... but in the end, it dawned on me that it was my body, my stomach, my suffering hence, its punishing myself, isnt it?

after school, went to watch DEATH NOTE. like finally lah, the second coming out already then i watch the first... wth... anyway, the movie was nice tho the seats sux... and it wasnt comfy... but lucky beside me got nobody so i managed to occupy two seats!!! wahahahahahaha...

L is cute but not in the good looking sense, and his abit wacko... lols... two genius, one calm and composed the other gao sheng mo che... wahsey... tough fight... hahas... but lightto actually sacrificed his gf! who loved him! where can like that xia... super evil leh... and L is like me... eat non stop de! LOLS

and i wanna watch happy feet can! the penguins so damn cuteeee... hahas... i guess i must still be dreaming if i think i can get one of my another friends to go watch with me cos ta bian le... sad to say... dunno whether we still able to watch cartoons together anot... well... maybe we will meet in the theatre... lols...

anyway after watching movie, i go meet mz while jt went back shool and alvin balei kampong... hahas... and me and her shopped ard sk... bought shoes, wallet, ate at the food court... bought sweets and earrings and we also balei kampong... but the bus was damn uncomfy also... the seats too straight, sit or sleep also gankor...

long time since i giddy on bus liao... haiz... really feeling super tired today... what a miracle i can tong till now... and i realise work wise, im still not busy enough... cos i realised im no longer needed at both places... think i must be bian tai... lols... die die wan work at busy de places... hahas...

cos when i work i wanna be able to forget everything ma... i dont want to have time to rest... maybe i shld accept all those modeling places that pester me or that day that guy who asked me join his surveying group... zzz... and mummy wants to keep pestering me abt e money... ARGH. everybody please shut up, i just wanna sleep...

Wished She Was Loved ;

11/03/2006 10:40:00 PM