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_Slithering Thoughts_
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

THURSDAY

it was my only off day for the whole week... i went out with cher... went to her house after school and accompanied her to eat at compass point with jt and alvin... they said they dun mind coming along... so yea... after that we went cher house... collect her things...

and i had to rush down to shin to take shatec test... took cab down... alamak... no cab want me cos i wasnt wearing skirt and the cab that took me was a uncle that nv go vivo city before... *faints* and he took half an hr to fetch me there... almost same time as mrt but like erm 6 or 7 times more ex... wth...

now i hate to rely on taxis... they now same time as trains but haiz... waste my time... esp money cos equally ex... wth... the test was alright... im not so pro at the written test as there were some pauses here and there...

the napkin test, was brillant... i totally totally forgot how to fold my napkins can? alamak... but he guided me along loh... and in the end his overall assessment of my practical testing and questioning was a PASS. there is only pass and fail lah... and he wrote comments as CONFIDENT. hahas...

rushed back cher house...lost my way and got to layar... wth... so meet her inter with my bags and stuffs... know what? left my cosmetic bag at her house... genius... so rushed back to get it, while fearing her sister home already... then run for bus...

i nv tried running for bus, seeing it at bus stop A picking up pple, run all the way to bus stop B just to catch it there... my first time xia... lols... on bus was talking talking emotional topics... i hate to tear on bus... even if its in the eyes rolling also dont like... hahas...

anyway, had a sakura dinner wth loti, suyee and shu xian... was so tired that i went home before chatting with them... if i can fall asleep during dinner, now, that really is seriously tired, you know... hahas... and i really like their fruit punch lah... hahas...

FRIDAY

had no school... so was intending to work spilt shift but gt arranged at 2pm instead... but i fell asleep and reported for work abit late... tho tired, but i was heart aching the dollars i lost during the late hours and hours i would have earned should i have worked from morning onwards... anyway...

work was alright, tho shermaine was not there... and everyone was lively and chatty... something that is lacking in v8 now... hahas... so i was actually quite happy that day... hahas.. if i din rmb wrongly... but one mistake...

i hit ed too hard already... when he cursed at his own takeaway counter... i felt bad and apologised afterwards... but i somehow already feel like we are different... no longer that close... maybe its just his boss status shining thru or that, he doesnt need me that much anymore... and the bond is some how broken... tell me...how...?

SATURDAY

working chinese banquet at expo... wanted to find someone to pei me eat... so asked mz... she arrived super late... and we ate together... after that we took cab down expo hall 3... big event... shining glasses... hahas... nice... and i was made zone ic... meaning i had a number of pple under me...

and pls rmb its only my first time working banquets... and im working a leading position... stressed leh... but i get to play with the mike...walkie talkie tingy! hurrays! hahas... its fun... and happy when pple reply... esp when the place so noisy... hahas...

the plates are all so heavy... the trays are so big... i have that feeling that everyone's looking... cos im a young girl, carrying so much things, wearing a tie (the servers wear bow tie i wear tie)
and im always on the move...

others slowly guide me along... and i monkey see monkey do... cos brandon wasnt really that kinda teaching person... so i learnt more on my own more of less and from the bosses and instructors... cos i ASK. hahas...

the dinner went quite smoothly, i say quite... cos got this girl who wore wrong shoes to work and cannot walk throughout the dinner... so she wasnt a great help, yea? sian... but at least the guys were willing to carry loadsa heavy stuffs for me... while the girls half try their best...

after majority of customers left, we had to clear table cloths, seat covers, glasses, rubbish in floor, cutlery on floor... tiring and heavy xia... i worked till whole body ache xia... and now i got three blue blacks... one on knee...one on wrist... one more on the left heel "egg"... really really painful i say...

my feet were hurting like mad i mean it and we had to try to get all the chairs into the storage area... tiring xia... and i paid for the cab, having to land last.. sian... but i told the cab driver i wanna get to 7-11 buy food cos i was damn hungry...

he said he would wait for me, encouraging me by saying its all on company expenses... lols... hahas... so he waited while i bought alot of food... ALOT. three types of microwave stuffs, one chocolate, one big bag of mix and match and strawberry milk tea and large gulp's ice lemon tea... pro hor...

and i went home, ate and fell asleep on sofa for a while and gpt ready for bed...

SUNDAY

was really late for work... worked 2om but went for 6pm slot and was still late and reached shin ard 6.30pm leh... im too much le right? hahas... cos thought i forget tell mummy what time i need to wake up...

but at night, she told me that she asked me in the morning but i was really not awake and i had super dark eye rings that scared her... can imagine ma? really is "your mother see le also scared"... hahas... she said i answered her im not working and called ou byebye to a friends... sleep talk!

work was bad... dont really remember why now but i was really thinking of quitting lah... so after work, was so sad that i cried behind the restaurant... in front of vivo city' night view ... sad case hor... and of all pple! lamley, aka lamely walked out to smoke i guess...

he said you crying izzit? dont cry leh... then i just say i never, take my bag and walked away... he don chase or what lah... zzz... he surely doesnt know how to console a girl lah... zzz... and to think the so strong me crying... ha ha ha ha ha... joke of the year... started to worrie he will tell all around...

MONDAY

worked spilt shift today... so tired... lazee to climb outta bed... went to work... heard from beer that few days ago they were drunk due to william's bdae and that photos were taken of drunk people and that lamley was made to answer some questions which he answered... omigosh... stoopid beer...

no matter how also dun want tell me what happened while lamley, obviously, told beer the issue that i cried... jerk! today was quite relaxed... even the night... maybe is enough staffs or whatever ba... erm and yea today got new girl... veronica... we call her veron...

she came together with R... so hahas... sure biased liao le de... and she got prior experience and she is a full timer at that... sure stuck up liao... and her character is really stuck up... just come in like want to show me she super pro like that...then let her pro show loh...

i mean you come new place, behave like a new comer and people will be more willing to teach you things, behave stuck up-ly... people dont tell you extra things... and mui blue blacks hurt the whole day you know... shit lah...

and today really gotta know that alot people will be leaving... sadded le lah... matches the thing that alot people unhappy or dont hafta stay lah... i hate it when i get attached to people and they leave... sian... and i caught auntie zhuang crying today...

omigosh... i hate it when i see people like aunties cry... sommore she so nice de.. will chat with me then also very polite... always do her own things... and i always see her kenna bullied de... she work is for fun... she gt maid at home... is home too bored... ke lian xia...

think she quit le also good lah... eave this place good... ed off today... hope he use the time to be with his wife... hahas... but sad thing is, he wants to maintain a boss subordinate relationship with us... no family no more... hahas... time to go...

im not the type to boss here boss there then after work ed here ed there... i am me... i dont change... and i dont want to get close to any guy there... bcos im not interested and they all smoke... ZZZ.

in a week, at least got 4 or 5 times i get asked why i do not have a bf.. simple... i want a good one... nt a perfect one but a good one... one i dont hafta worrie about when im not with him, one that can really be by my side...happy or sad... and one that interests me... very diff arh? hahas...

aybe it really is ba... and i dunno what age he shoud be limited at... hahas...orh yea and that veron guessed im 22 when she herself is 21.. wth really wanna slap her already loh... which blind of urs tell you i look like 22? wth...!

NEWS UPDATE

lazee and dont want to update bcs family blues... make myself tired every night and sleep better then facing it... papa and mummy quarreling... this time really very serious... got third party even... talking about divorce... who takes who...

did not blog it down cos dont want ALL my friends to worrie... only a few close ones know... just in case i need to stayover or something you know... hahas... but its good now that they made up, hence me telling you guys now... tho mummy refuses to tell me how they made up... hahas...

now, after work, i am very tired and has no interest to even care abt ICA1 now.. nights pple... its already 4am in the morning...omigosh...imma ZOMBIE... a tired unwanted zombie... nights people... shall update when im free or feel like it again... zzz...

Wished She Was Loved ;

11/14/2006 12:40:00 AM