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HER NICKS:

TiNgTiNg
XiAoYu
MiSs STM
BlUr QuEeN
XiAyU
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MeOwMeOwTiNg
CoMpLaInT qUeEn? hahas...

LIVES FER:

FoOd!
SlAcKiN
SlEePiN
TaLkIn
ShOpPiN
ReAdInG
MoViEs
NaiLaRt
NiTeS
FrEnS
HaPpInEsS
CaTs
WaYnE LiN JuN JiE
HeBe
MuSiC
FuN & ExCiTmEnT

FIGHTS WITH:

VuLgArItIeS
TeArS
DeAfEnInG SiLeNcE
HeArTbReAkErS
LiArS
HyPoCrItIeS
BaCkStAbBeRs, BeTrAyErS
SeLfIsHnEsS
BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

GoOd GrAdEs (all pass? lols)
MoRe FrEnS
CuTiE Of HeR oWn
CoUnTlEsS $$$
SiNgInG cOuRsEs
SaTiSfAcToRy JoB
HaPpInEsS
50 sMiLeS a DaY =D
LiVe In FaNtAsY dReAm WoRlD

ALL ALONG

P jOy
LyNn
xUeLiNg
mEi JiE
mEi HuI
XiNyU
wAn YinG
LiNg Ta/LyNdA
KeLLy
CeCiLiA
rOaN<
gAo ZhEng
SeRI
KeN
JaSoN tOh
SuYeE
jEaN
ViCtOr
JiE yI
aMiLiA
KeLLy
sHeReEn
ZiQiNg

FORGET THEM

***breaking down?***
***sucky agenda***
***losing balance***
***me and?***
***shin flower bouquets***
***shin inside n outside***
***Shin bosses n familiar faces? lols***
***shin***
***shin kushiya***
***time FLIES***

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Thursday, October 19, 2006

the skies are blur, cos of the haze...
i am blur, cos mummy borne me this way...
and i was damn irritated the day before and ytd cos some gal messed with me... zzz...

ytd i did not work full day, because i was too tired and not feeling really that well, so i decided to give myself a REST. so i went for work at 5pm instead... it was alright except that there were 3 more new girls i saw... two of them are friends, the other girl i dunno but she resembles Pebbles de pattern xia...

ytd work was rather sucky, cos mui blister hurts like hell and it just wun heal... you burst and clean the fluid and after sometime you see a new blister... where comes all the water xia... dammit...

so, if you think wearing slippers with blister is painful, try covered shoes... wth, super pain can? and a waitress is supposed to walk here and there , doing things on the move...and... a bitch keep getting in mui way during work...

claiming mui hard work as her credit, snatching customers who were chatting with me over, shouting loudly at me to get out of her way, just bcos she's holding that mere few bowls of udon... zzz... cos this couple who were boss' friends recognised me...

and initiated a chat with me so we were happily talking about where i was studying at, what were their careers, talking about growing up, the age we would rather be at and everything... until miss B and Li Fang came over...

i dont blame Li Fang cos she came to ask abt a order outta stock...but miss B, obiviously was here to take over the conversation... so in the end, i was walked away, pissed off and i seriously mean pissed off...

bcos of mui name, i get a lot of customers making fun of it and also alot customers like just wanting me to serve them... so there was this table that wanted me to take their order i said okie, sure, when you have decided what you want (cos 2 other customers just came)...

and when i gave them a little time and wanted to ask them, i see miss B standing at that table... how not to be pissed...? full timer liao bu qi arh? everyone has got a problem with her loh... and i find that alot people asked after me.. i mean, people whom i wun expect, in the least...

Sherine, Li Fang, Edwin... Shermaine...when i was super upset, about to burst, she was looking for me, wanting to let me try the dessert everyone said was nice... talk abt being handy and me being needy eh? haiz...

i already tried to smile le... for me, its like i don not show a black face to people who din offend me when another have done me wrong... i mean the rest is innocent de loh... but Sherine said i looked like i was about to burst, did i? i swear i smiled... zzz...

but cher said its good that everyone sensed that im unhappy... maybe its cos i have been too smiley during work already that they know something is wrong when i do not smile as frequently ba...


anyway, Sher did a long follow up of the reason why i am unhappy... but i still did not tell her specifically anything... but when i was about to go, miss B came uop and apologised to me... whatever lah, but Sher made me not that angry already cos i know got her dote on me...

i like the way she works, she does not slack or flirt with the bosses, unlike miss B. really dislike her xia... zzz... but guess im stuck , cos she is full timer, unless she really leaves like she's been ranting abt for so longgggggggg...

anyway, enough of it... cher came and meet up with me after work, after her Cartel test... touched leh... she finish like damn early and she waited for me all the way... i supposed to end work at 11pm but i told Reuben i dun wanna stay anymore so he said alright and let me off at 10pm...

me and cher wandered ard and finally decided on eating Mac cos its the only that's open.. actually still gt Subway but they close at 11pm, can order also cannot sit down eat and enjoy... dramatic night lah... me and cher talk till lose track of time...

and we don not have enough money on us to take separate cabs home, less say share cab... lols... so we decided to go her house (sengkang) and me stay over until she needs to leave for work at 10am the next day then i leave for home...

mummy said okie but when we were on cab, father called and said he will meet me at her house de temple and he bring me home... damn! die die must be home... what for scream and shout? i mean everynight i reach home, ur asleep already what, i home a not does it matter? zzz...

cher says he just want things his way, he wants it, he doesn care... how true izzit eh? haiz... we got off cab, walked a distance and a bus honked at us... so we ran for it after i made cher realised it goes to her house by asking...last bus btw...

and only i tapped card cos her card is negative value liao... typical her lah...on way on bike home... i tot abt alot of things, while blasting Jay's Ting Ma Ma De Hua... cute song btw and i jst decided tio be the one to bring joy to everyone and try mui best not to show im unhappy...

cos as unlucky as i am, i do have people who get affected by mui emotions and that they will feel sad for me if im sad... and i realised that im always in a rush, be it to school, work or outings... so tired... im so tired...

and i the night before just cupped daniel's phoen call... cos he really too damn irritating liao... cos i was not feeling good abt him andf CT being so crappy de good partners during work so i buay gian him ma...

then he was calling and calling to settle the issue but i mean buay gian is buay gian lah, but you not mui who or what leh so i just diam diam loh... and i was damn tired taht day and he keep ranting on the topic...

so i just asked to to shut up and i capped his call... mean i noe but im really pissed lah... him talking aboput mui fav topic (CT) at thje time when i was so damn tired and just wanna rest... i mean its no fun working at two places in a day in btwin before and after school you know... zzz...

and i watched smiling pasta already... its nice and i do not have a biased perception towards cyndi like cher does... lols... i admit her hair styles kinda act cute but it looks nice and cute lah tho is act de... lols... lalalalalala, lalalalalala, this song goes out to one girl...~

Wished She Was Loved ;

10/19/2006 02:00:00 PM