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HER NICKS:

TiNgTiNg
XiAoYu
MiSs STM
BlUr QuEeN
XiAyU
SoToNg QuEeN
MeOwMeOwTiNg
CoMpLaInT qUeEn? hahas...

LIVES FER:

FoOd!
SlAcKiN
SlEePiN
TaLkIn
ShOpPiN
ReAdInG
MoViEs
NaiLaRt
NiTeS
FrEnS
HaPpInEsS
CaTs
WaYnE LiN JuN JiE
HeBe
MuSiC
FuN & ExCiTmEnT

FIGHTS WITH:

VuLgArItIeS
TeArS
DeAfEnInG SiLeNcE
HeArTbReAkErS
LiArS
HyPoCrItIeS
BaCkStAbBeRs, BeTrAyErS
SeLfIsHnEsS
BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

GoOd GrAdEs (all pass? lols)
MoRe FrEnS
CuTiE Of HeR oWn
CoUnTlEsS $$$
SiNgInG cOuRsEs
SaTiSfAcToRy JoB
HaPpInEsS
50 sMiLeS a DaY =D
LiVe In FaNtAsY dReAm WoRlD

ALL ALONG

P jOy
LyNn
xUeLiNg
mEi JiE
mEi HuI
XiNyU
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LiNg Ta/LyNdA
KeLLy
CeCiLiA
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gAo ZhEng
SeRI
KeN
JaSoN tOh
SuYeE
jEaN
ViCtOr
JiE yI
aMiLiA
KeLLy
sHeReEn
ZiQiNg

FORGET THEM

***food and friends!***
***Cleo BarBie Design Comp.***
***darn busy n tired lah***
***crap ard us and esp me***
hazy plaza singapuraaaaaaaa
salad, cake, idiot
food and drink!
***first day of work***
***sad sad day***
***uncertain future***

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Sunday, October 15, 2006

FRIDAY

friday i was working full shift, as primised to Reuben, cos i left early on thursday... hahas... mui first time staying whole day leh, till night also actually... and im expected to do everything liao... like taking orders and stuffs... but there was restaurant-wide confusion...

as waitresses struggled to figure out the table numbers, the position of the orders on the POS system and the kitchen with producing food to meet the needs and expectations of the customers and also the promises of the service staffs...

there were a few major hoohaas but i wasnt really thinking that it would all work out, the business i mean, even tho i hope it will no matter what... i broke a few glasses because i was holding tray with glasses on it above Li Fang... she stood up and i lost balance with the tray and so, it broke... during dinnertime... cham eh? lols...

and if i say im not thinking of quitting, its a total lie... because the manager treats me like shit and even tho Edwin, Nicholas and Li Wei are nice guys, they do not appreciate us enuff... (excluding Edwin ba)... cos he really shows his appreciation... anyway, Nick too... so that leaves?

Li Wei is a good good mister... the kind that cheers everyone up when everyone else is cracking up... and know who cracks me up ma? Reuben. like expected huh? cher was telling me to leave unimportant people out of mui concerns but how to... if i can make it, then i wun be rain lee liaoooo...


SATURDAY

work was tiring and overworking as usual... hahas... but the different thng is, i stayed back to celebrate Nicholas birthday... hahas... cos i was waiting for Shermaine and all the other girls left le, including Stephanie, cos her birthday was on sunday... hahas... not without asking me to take care of Shermaine of cos...

Sher and them were drinking and i was drinking too... but they drank sake... and me? ILT. lols... and Mac's milo... and they offered me full sake glass, i poured away alot alot and left a sip for myself... i dont wanna get drunk... first time staying back anyway... lols...

and those guys (bosses' friends) all uncles, they keep getting Sher to toast them! Sher worked in jap fine dining restaurant before and can really hold her liquor... i know... and it takes three bottles of 1.8 sake to make her drunk but in the end she did...

and the guys were playing ard with her and i dont like the way they are behaving... i forgot our age difference... and they threw ice into her top... wth... and she was clearing up in front of them... how nice it was for them lah... damn Reuben... never tahan any sake for her also...

but i must say, everyone there who knew me protected me... to be fair, Reuben too... he help me tahan one glass also... haiz... while all the other guys, esp a jap hao-lianing guy keep asking me to drink... say workin jap restaurant had better know how to drink and etc...so i agreed...

and had a competition with him... i was rather adamant and how to say, kinda agressive and we settled for a bargain if him having to finish his beer in a gulp and me, COKE. lols... but coke is gassy drink, i where can take it... stoopid fellow refused to sette for ILT what can i do? cos at least ILT no gas de you know you know...

obviously i lost and it was terrible swallowing all that gas... argh. at least im not drunk... and at some part of the night, i said to Sher, can you please treasure yourself more? "ni ke yi zhi ai yi dian ma" and then i was bear with it for 5 secs and turned away from her and... broke down upon reaching the takeaway corner... haiz...

and to make things worse or better i do not know but... Edwin was with me... seems like he know i did not sound okie when i say im alright when he offered me a dustbin nearby to throw the servettes i used to clean up Sher when i steered direction from him... (i mean why show him i cry?)

yet he was behind me... haiz... had already started squatting in a corner and cried when i realised he was there...

EDWIN: "rain! are you okie? what happened?"
ME: "im okie, of cos..." (lying blatantly)
EDWIN: "nono, rain, you are crying. obviously you are not alright. come, tell me whats wrong"
ME: "cannot, crying cannot talk de, will cry even more de... *sobsob*"
EDWIN: "tell me slowly, i will listen... im here with you alright..."

ME: "i dont like the way the guys are taking advantage of Sher. i ont like the way they touch her and the way she makes herself drunk and the way they try to make her drunk, at their very best. big group of guys, only one Shermaine, what is this... HAIZ. *sighs*"

i forget the age difference between us and just felt heart ache when i see her behaving like that... guess im just not used to that kinda situtation...i guess im not mature enuff to be her friend...(and i was thinking back abt how cher felt when she worked at kallang ktv... haiz...)

EDWIN: *half hugs me; i need the warmth* in this world, there will be good guys, and also guys who behave like what you saw just now. its just the way the world works, but i dunno how to explain better to you or say to you but this is what Sher is doing, im sure she knows what she is doing... dont worrie, she has seen this world before...

*checks that eyes are white and leaves the room with Edwin,feeling shaken, hating all the guys in the meanwhile (except the good ones maybe?)*

IN THE TOILET BEFORE GOING HOME

was pretending that all is fine and kinda apologised to Sher for losing mui cool... i mean it did not make her feel better at that moment of time, did i? haiz... and she broke down... cos she said i really cared... and she told her that her bf of so long doesnt want her anymore...

dont wonder she tried to get herself drunk...haiz... so we ended up hugging each other and cried... so much of tears in a night... haiz... a dramatic and saddening night... and its like the kind of we stop and we start again that kind... hahas...

GOING HOME

she was dead drunk, told me her address wrong twice... but in the end, we manage to get her to call her bf... she cant even walk steadily... haiz... so we got the right address and i talked to her bf and gt him to come down and fetch her... end of story... what a tiring night... haiz...

SUNDAY

today was fine but i was damn tired cos i was working 11am at Shin and i reached home ard 3 plus 4 ytd night/morning. (lols) and before i reach Shin, Reuben called and i realised the whole bunch of spare locker keys are with him and he is very angry abt it... siannn... and i fergot mui name tag in a hurry... din bring... and i went to search all mui bags for mui POS card already, but to no avail... zzz.

reminded Reuben abt mui card just before lunch break and kenna scolded say "can we talk abt this later"? like damn attitude can? sian... spoilt mui mood totally loh... haiz and stayed unhappy whole day... stoopid lw din ask after me also... zzz... alrights...

and during dinner alot more attitude problem came from some stoopid guy that i do not wih to disclose and i was working like HELL. i even helped wash dishes... the bosses did not express any concern, im so damn pissed off can? haiz... or am i just wishing for something i will not have...? haiz...

and Sher was asking me not not not to wash le... and a few other girls... haiz... and the rest was ard eating food... be it leftover stuffs or what... and even, listen carefully, Reuben, served me food. what a surpise,. lols... call mui name and pass the food to me somemore loh... wasey... hahas...

enjoy the pictures!

Wished She Was Loved ;

10/15/2006 02:59:00 AM