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wacko cher! part one...
wacko cher part 2
wacko cher part one
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i just woke up, in tears streaming all over my face. that was not because of a nightmare, that was not because i dreamt that someone dear died. it was because when i woke up, my whole body was aching so badly, the exam stress of studying everything the night before to go exams for next day is killing me.

yup, so there you get me, crying there like a big baby, but i really hafta say, the feeling of letting everything out feels so great. besides, i sadly have to say that i think mui left eye is spoilt. cos recently it just keeps tearing for no reason, sees things in a blur, i only want to think that it was because the degreee has deepened and no other versions to doubt this and that cos anyway, any other explaination is scary...

im aching all over, nobody's at home, nobody woke me up to study... orh yea btw did i say the panic i broke into when i woke up, thought it was damn late already, no time rush marketing etc? hahas... i think i cun take this anymore le, much as there are ONLY two papers more to bear...

i told myself no matter how much i wanted, well i dun, i wun leave the hse today... this is because i am very tired, very stressed and depressed im scared of me fainting on the streets or i might just break down and cry. the feeling of aching all over and crying so uncontrollably yet in a you-want-and-allow-it way has been deactivated by me for so long already, ever since my dunno when de dental appointment...

yet now, i only feel like a big baby and i want to just laze around and have someone take care of me! yet now there are exams and there's no nanny ard, so i guess i hafta zhi ji bao zhong already.. the aches must be because of two days of improper sleep posture at cher's hse and because i sneeze and sneeze so much, take so many unhelathy, heaty snacks to keep muiself awake, and now the throat, body and sides ache so much, protesting...~

i know i sound so damn weak in this post, but i just wanna say this is not so common de me, you will see... so just read this post and just ferget it. cos that wat im gonna do and much i dun have any single ounce of postive energy left, im gonna hafta start on the damn marketing already. shucks, even typing hurtssssssss...

Wished She Was Loved ;

8/09/2006 01:46:00 PM