MiSs RaInIeGaL
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LiBrA GaL

HER NICKS:

TiNgTiNg
XiAoYu
MiSs STM
BlUr QuEeN
XiAyU
SoToNg QuEeN
MeOwMeOwTiNg
CoMpLaInT qUeEn? hahas...

LIVES FER:

FoOd!
SlAcKiN
SlEePiN
TaLkIn
ShOpPiN
ReAdInG
MoViEs
NaiLaRt
NiTeS
FrEnS
HaPpInEsS
CaTs
WaYnE LiN JuN JiE
HeBe
MuSiC
FuN & ExCiTmEnT

FIGHTS WITH:

VuLgArItIeS
TeArS
DeAfEnInG SiLeNcE
HeArTbReAkErS
LiArS
HyPoCrItIeS
BaCkStAbBeRs, BeTrAyErS
SeLfIsHnEsS
BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

GoOd GrAdEs (all pass? lols)
MoRe FrEnS
CuTiE Of HeR oWn
CoUnTlEsS $$$
SiNgInG cOuRsEs
SaTiSfAcToRy JoB
HaPpInEsS
50 sMiLeS a DaY =D
LiVe In FaNtAsY dReAm WoRlD

ALL ALONG

P jOy
LyNn
xUeLiNg
mEi JiE
mEi HuI
XiNyU
wAn YinG
LiNg Ta/LyNdA
KeLLy
CeCiLiA
rOaN<
gAo ZhEng
SeRI
KeN
JaSoN tOh
SuYeE
jEaN
ViCtOr
JiE yI
aMiLiA
KeLLy
sHeReEn
ZiQiNg

FORGET THEM

***escape trip part 2***
***cher's job interviews***
***loti's birthday chalet***
***loti birthday chalet***
***what i ate and exchanged***
***continuous waves***
***exchange exchange exchange***
***busy n busy***
***soe, daisy, banana boat, chicken pie***
***call me miss SPLURGE***

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

work today was rather fine... but something bad happened... poor henry lost his phone... i really hoped he knew about it at night, rather then in the afternoon... because at least he will be unhappy for a shorter time... and not ot even lose his appetite... i work outside i also cun really see him eat...

i got food for him liao he also like dont want eat... poor guy... to think the dumb kitchen guys still kidding, saying that it was a joke... see henry worried face where can suggest joke xia... ZZZ! and something i hated happened... haiz...

amanda came and she and daniel eat happily, in that corner of theirs, mui eyes got you, your eyes got me... kinda surprised they didnt feed each other im not jealous really... haiz... i just dont like them to behave like that during work... then after they finish eating, we were very busy... then she just sat inside the bar, slacking and kinda shaking her legs...

if you were me, sure hot de loh... but i heck le lah... when i walked past, i told daniel... "ur wife handicapped de arh" then we just kept well out of each other's way for the rest of the night... haiz... everytime b4 she comes, we can talk happily or what...

but everytime she comes, he becomes another person altogether loh... i hate this type of guys loh... why do you hafta become another person? its like he become her slave like that de loh... Her Majesty. only she matters, even if you do things that inconvenience others or make others suffer also doesnt matter...

if that's the case, fine... after i told daniel what i did, i realised that it was not time for her to work yet, not yet the 7pm stated on her schedule... so i wronged her... if he behaved alright or at least continue to do his job then i guess i will walk over and apologise, i really will... i mean its mui fault...

but he spent the rest of the night slacking away, and her just standing in front of the bar, doing "alot" work... it must been so hard on her... everyone was rushing, she was slacking and we happened to bang into each other and i apologise... and she shrieked like as if she been hit by a 10 tonne lorry can?

then i was telling auntie she must as well behave like she needs to be hospitalised for at least half a month lah... zzz... then i got scolded off by auntie mandy... haiz... she say i talk too bitter and evil liao... i bad face awhile then talk better of it, thinking that maybe i really let irritation get the better of me... she bad i must not be bad like her ma... haiz... tho i never was any angel in the first place...

why do i get so affected that some people are not working the amount they should... and why has it become that i let it get in the way of me working... like she's not prone to help me and vice versa? haiz... sometimes, i really yearn for a piece of white paper...to start everything over again...

i know its not that we cant click, before we dont know that they are attached, i remain daniel mei and i remain best crap buddies with her, im serious... look at them... they go all obvious at work and i go all extreme on them... haiz... work is work, stead is stead...? bu shi zhe yang de ma?

today went si ma lu buy vege with auntie mary... then we talked and chatted... everyone asked how are we related... the vege sellers and dried products sellers... cos they seen us go a few times le ma... then got one suggested sisters! lols... then auntie will always reply im her daughter... hahas... thinking of whether should call her god ma anot... but since didnt always have the habit, starting out might be tough... haiz...

im really confused, i keep saying i wanna leave that damn place, think you guys read also read until sian, i tell you i type and think until most sian arh! but i also confused as to who really dotes on me there... and even if they do, i know that one day, any day, anyway, anyhow, i might lose it also... haiz...

today went home with stephen... was chatting on train... he still talking about me and joey... and he said that henry told him me and joey held hands... like when de case lah! lols... if we ever did, i dont think i will forget loh... hahas... lols... i still scare got people think anything about me and henry...

actually really feel like his a brother to me... like i want him to be happy, just like he would always care for me... hahas... if ay stead, it would not be impossible cos we are not far in age but we are impossible cos his a malaysian... have had bad encounters before and how to maintain long distance relationships? hahas...

and im not that despo anyway... with ot without girls commenting that i have a "common face"... since i have already been waiting for so long, i rather have a good one... if there is no good one around, i rather remain single... then to be with the wrong guy... heart ache? to be avoided at all costs, kuai le di yi! hahahahaha

Wished She Was Loved ;

9/20/2006 12:24:00 AM