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FIGHTS WITH:

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***sucky work mess***
***COOL, sand sculptures***
***the 2 bimbs!***
***graffti competition***
***brusies here there everywhere***
***pics of days***
***reading's mui top priority***
***s-u-s-h-i!***
***future menicurist?***
***billy bombers food***

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YOU LOVE ME

Thursday, September 07, 2006

i still tot cher ou qi with me... so i never contact her also... until i just now just read her blog... we been having cold war for sometime le... since last last thurs i think... haiz... but i never mention anything doesnt mean i haven been thinking about it at all... i was so desperate to forget everything about the quarrel i made mz say she wun mention anything abt it anyway, before i decide to pei her study... haiz...

its like i see traces of her whenever i go... i mean, we share the same friends, we buy the same bag, we shop the same places, we have so many similarities which is part of the reason of why we bonded so well together and why we clash when we are with similar groups and work environment...

but it doesnt mean she has to go work at a place where i wun go just not to meet right? i mean i will get so angry is bcos she didnt not respect my decision before and of cos not appreciating the everything i have done for her... but its like, its all bcos i care alot for all my friends right? esp her...

its like her family always not by her side, she lost jonathan and i wanna be there whenever i can... she has so many friends yet how many really stay by her side... surprising few... i know its not her fault she's so shinning, as in academically and socially, its just a way she tries to survive and get care... i dont battle that nor hate that fact, as i and loti have said so many times over...


cher:
its just that we become sick of being wallpaper... we might not be shinning but at least we wanna have a im-there-presence... yes, i mean i did say we cannot co exsist but you got the wrong meaning.... i just meant that people will not notice the both of us TOGETHER. they sure notice one more than the other and the other that they will notice more always is you... if they ever notice me, it will be because, they need someone to ask where are you; and i mean it.

for ur decision of wanting to work in that kinda place, i will i respect ur deciion but i do not support it... but as mz always says, you make ur bed and you sleep in it... as a friend and as someone who truly cares for you i daresay, i do not wish to see you working in that kinda place, but if you ever work in any kinda place like that, do take extra care and not regret if anything goes wrong...

life is made of bends and turns, decisions and choices, rights and wrongs, beauty and ugly... everything you choose, everyway you go, you decide. so should anything go wrong, the responsibility and the bearer is ultimately you... i mean i can be there with you when i cry but the one suffering or gaining the most will still be you...

lastly i am very very sorrie if i hurt you with that phrase, we can never co-exsist but you mistook the meaning... cos if we cannot co exsist in the meaning you thought i meant, then why have we been able to remain friends for long... there's so many bits and pieces of you in my life... and i dont believe im not in urs too...

watch "stay alive" together? its coming soon i guess and there's still "the devil wears prada"... when i have money then we go beach, do activities and eat at that restaurant...?

in case some pple are curious, shall copy and paste cher's posts here and the above are mui responses...

to ting ting: I'm sorry bout the phone incident... the work thing i'll respect ur decision and i made up my mind to work at some place le.. and u wun like the environment there de so there's no worry...the person that dote on me the most is u actually thanks for doing all the things for me... For all the things u haf done for me i really appreciate it... I didn't know that my prescene or my existence caused u so much hurt... but it's time u realise that people do care bout u and learn to appreciate them too... ur frens, ur families and everything... they dote on u, they care for u....

to loti and ting ting: thank you for doing so much things for me and stuff i appreciate all of u... I really treasure our friendship... I 'm sorry if my existence caused u hurt... I know u all keep telling me its not my fault... But i question myself more... If i dun exist will u guys be better? perhaps u all will... When i am no longer part of ur life, u will have a life of ur own and not juz my fren only... Caused ppl will see u as who u are and not my best fren any more...

to my frens: u may think that working in tis sort of place is self-degrading but i hope u will respect my decision... its the reason for my existence because i juz wanna make my mum happy... since earning more money will make her happier, i think i'm gonna do it ... And i need to prove that i am capable so that i will feel that living in tis world is not a burden to anyone. I really dun wish to be a burden...

Wished She Was Loved ;

9/07/2006 12:59:00 AM