Wednesday, August 02, 2006
okie, im a pig... nt a pig as in pretty intelligent gal, but realie a pig, cos i sleep too much already...
seriously...on sun i tink i slept at 7am den woke at 7pm...was watching cars de dvd on laptop ma... tats y so late haven sleep... den stay up abit more, called him at 6.45am, cos he slept ard 4am... scared he miss sch cos oversleep again...
den mon i slept at ard 5am...den noe wat? today cher called at 5pm sae she meet me at 6pm, tamp inter...i was so freaking shocked!!! cos i tot now onli around 2m plus plus only... >_<'''
den freakingly realised i like sleep all my time away lah! till now i only touched law...ONLY...and by touch...i realie meant touch...
met cher le den try do finance...den realised i dunno anything...okie lah, kinda expected also... i mean i wasnt listenin all along... such a failure... wher gt pple slack until lik tat de... i now nv piang work leh... still so slack... zZz...one sem worse den e other... die le lah... >_<>
tonite, late slp again, cos been changing a blogskin...and tonite wen met up wif cher, went shopping a little bit here and there also...zzz...where gt pple dun understand work during study week still like that de...realie cun even stand myself le...yet pple who lack self discipline is like that de...what to do? nobody to control me also... zzz...
i have no motivation at all...none... mayb even negative i think... haix... dunno y... maybe i do know... mayb i do not... does it matter? hahas... dunno what im talking about anyway... been a weird creature for so long le... my sleeping time and wake up times are so to ba lei i dunno what to do also... talk about losing urself... blah blah blah... so sorrie to make my parents worrie about whats wrong with me... im so useless....
i know i have been behaving weird or cold towards my frens...sorrie to those who felt the difference... sometimes i just feel like being alone... thanx fer ni men de concern anyway... and cher is right to say im doing what alot guys would have done for me... i dunno? nt sure? lets just see how things go ba... there's always the date this week... ('',)
anyway, i tyco everything for so damn long le...wun allow myself to not tyco things thru de...
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Wished She Was Loved ;
8/02/2006 03:50:00 AM
