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FIGHTS WITH:

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***JJ's Quest***
***Times Changed***
***late night chinatown***
***ice cream and mei mei de dessert***
***ChErIsH***
***coffee club food***
***lazee to blog***
***dye hair day***
***chocolate fountain***
***hans food***

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Saturday, August 26, 2006

went cine with joy today...guess who i met? auntie shirley leh... hahas... so qiao can? she was working at the bistro something... the ie cream shop everyone will see at level two or three... hahas... when i left i wanna say byebye to her de, but she was busy doing something and did not hear me shout for her too...=.='''

watched click with joy...its a nice movie... tells alot morals... me being me, cried like shit and there was like guy sitting beside me lah and joy on the other side... was paiseh to bend down to mui bag and grab the tissues so i just use hand wipe... think im a mess...

cos the tears were just rolling and rolling off mui cheeks, all the way... zzz... then i was so worried there will be streaks showing the way they roll down lah, as they mess up my foundation along the way... LOLS... lucky dont have... cos we had to go to the toilet on 2nd floor for fear of the crowd on the theatre floor...

reached home and quarrelled with parents, when they realised i tml working 5-10pm and might want to change it to 7-10pm bcos of either mz or cher... i mean do they really want a selfish daughter? how can they be so selfish? say that whether mz break up with her stead and whether cher is sick gotta do with me?? they are my frens leh!

i mean when i was sick, cher also worried abt me and mz came over to visit WHAT. wats their problem? and if the damn bloody noble person wants to criticise or talk bad about mui friends, then tell me who is the idiot who kept talking to mz n cher when they came over to study or watch movie? tell me?! ha.

cun win me in quarelling then start reminding me the $$$ i OWE them... for mui laptop and hp... anything you say, as long as you start on my friends and $$$, i auto shut off. sorrie for that, but tats just the way i am... you say i kns but ur e factory u know? so the ORIGINAL shit produces SOMETHING LIKE SHIT is justified de right? LOLS...

thats partly the reason why i dont want reach home early... no see me say no see me, see me liao die die want quarrel with me then what you want me to do? ZZZ!!! nvm worst come to worst i shall find a job and work myself to death then... then leave all e money for them to spend then.... kinda like the story of murdering the duck for golden egg... instead of having a lifetime of eggs, you get a golden one only, lols...

ABOUT THE MOVIE
its about this tech idiot that requested for a remote to control everything... and he got it... so he used it to fast fowarded the boring meeting with his parents, the fuss about having to bathe and dress up, the quarrel with his wife and the tiring massages he had to give her b4 making love and the whole process, traffic jams and his sick phrases...

everything was fine at first until the time when the remote remembered and auto fast forwarded his preferences as mentioned above... in the fast forwarded time, he was in auto pilot mode, meaning he was present at that place and time but he wasnt listening and was just like an empty shell...

this caused him to miss out on alot of things...including the growing up processes of his children, the death of his dog, the death of his father, the leaving of his wife... all this was bcos of the fact that he had always chosen work over family and so the remote did just that on the behalf of him and he could not stop the remote from controling him...

it was very sad and touching when he realised the things he missed out on... like how his dad loved him, regardless of the harsh things he said to spite him and do his work, how his dog died and he wasnt there, how his kids grew up and he missed the whole process completely, and how his wife remarried without him knowing anything at all...

in the end, he was given another chance to live his life all over again... he learnt how to appreciate the everything around him and he never ever wanted to skip all the processes anymore... and he made the decision of throwing the remote away... =)

AFTER THOUGHTS
i realised we all take things for granted... i really thought we should just express our love more... i know its really hard lah, being asians... we dont just say out our love easily... and as we grow up, we kiss and hug our parents lesser and lesser... i was happy with all i have...

until i reached home and quarrelled with them all over again, its like a vicious cycle... whether i get home late or early, there will be hiccups... at mui age, i DO NOT want to worry about money, at least nt yet...even tho im at a very boring phrase of my life now, i shall live it as it is, cos i know there will be hectic days when i appreciate this kinda days all over again... hahas...

anyway, all i want now is just to find a new job and start things anew there... to have new aims and to learn more things... i know i hate studying but i dont want to stop learning... there are so many things im curious about and want to learn more about! hahas... >_<

XIN FU DE DING YI
joy say sometimes we need to pursue some things to attain happiness... to me, i deem happiness as zhi zu... to be content with the everything you have is happiness... bcos usually, as we pursue things, after we achieved that, we will want and wish for more things and of cos, the list just goes on ma...

but shes also true to say that if we have this thinking, we stay stagnant... true... tats y i am not competitive and nothing, currently or for mui 17++ years, can motivate me... this is because im happy with the way i am, with the things i achieve...i know its not that great...

but to me, im happy with being just like that... hahas... i wont think of means and ways to get what i really want, unless it really means important enough to me...one big thing about me is that im a mood person... to me, being xin fu is being happy... which is what alot people is looking for, searching for, dreaming of...

i once read from a book, it said, "alot of people are seeking for something called happiness. when you seek for happiness around you, it means to say that you consider the happiness and fortunate-ness to be beyond you, around you. but the actual fact is, happiness lies in you. you are searching for it within yourself, you wish for it, thinking that you do not have it. but, well, happiness is what everybody owns and its up to the individual whether he or she recognises the personalised happiness and how fortunate the person is, at ther very end of the day..."

do you all agree...

Wished She Was Loved ;

8/26/2006 12:16:00 AM