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IM THE GIRL

MiSs RaInIeGaL
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LiBrA GaL

HER NICKS:

TiNgTiNg
XiAoYu
MiSs STM
BlUr QuEeN
XiAyU
SoToNg QuEeN
MeOwMeOwTiNg
CoMpLaInT qUeEn? hahas...

LIVES FER:

FoOd!
SlAcKiN
SlEePiN
TaLkIn
ShOpPiN
ReAdInG
MoViEs
NaiLaRt
NiTeS
FrEnS
HaPpInEsS
CaTs
WaYnE LiN JuN JiE
HeBe
MuSiC
FuN & ExCiTmEnT

FIGHTS WITH:

VuLgArItIeS
TeArS
DeAfEnInG SiLeNcE
HeArTbReAkErS
LiArS
HyPoCrItIeS
BaCkStAbBeRs, BeTrAyErS
SeLfIsHnEsS
BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

YOU HAD WANTED

GoOd GrAdEs (all pass? lols)
MoRe FrEnS
CuTiE Of HeR oWn
CoUnTlEsS $$$
SiNgInG cOuRsEs
SaTiSfAcToRy JoB
HaPpInEsS
50 sMiLeS a DaY =D
LiVe In FaNtAsY dReAm WoRlD

ALL ALONG

P jOy
LyNn
xUeLiNg
mEi JiE
mEi HuI
XiNyU
wAn YinG
LiNg Ta/LyNdA
KeLLy
CeCiLiA
rOaN<
gAo ZhEng
SeRI
KeN
JaSoN tOh
SuYeE
jEaN
ViCtOr
JiE yI
aMiLiA
KeLLy
sHeReEn
ZiQiNg

FORGET THEM


sum dumb quiz joy gave AGAIN
tiring dae...
bloggin, yes again...
life swing or mood swing?
second dae of sch..
did our mthly cleanin ytd nite...so tirin! tis is ...
me n meiqi! her hair v cute lah...hahas...mee go...
sleepy look of siwei...actually his yawnin de......
let me explain okie...? siwei was tryin 2 block ...
cutie lee pin... hahas... i miss her xia... tink...

AND SAY


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YOU LOVE ME


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Thursday, April 27, 2006


gonna be a long entry cos i gt loadsa 2 sae....
and i've gt e time 2 blog...
if ur rushin or tired den dun read ba...
tinks said 1st, dun complain 2me its draggy...(''.)

so long since i've last blogged...
let me see...been 5daes...2dae's e fifth...
tis few daes was fine...
except mui relationship wif sum pple...
namely mz n daniel...

on mon nites (if i din rmb wrongly)...
had a quarrel wif mz...we had diff views...
she's alwaes e practical side...and me emotional...
so its lik we see tinks diff waes...
wen im feelin down or wat...recently...

or shld i sae ever since she went jc...
she became more debative...and its lik...
wen ya r down , ya wun wan pple debatin wif ya rite?
but tats jus wat happens...and her tone is all so...
i jus cun take it okie? sounds lik im wrong...

but im emotional wat how n wat 2 change?
its her whose changed ma...sumtimes she noes...
and holds tink back...but recently its more of...
she saes tinks, regrets n stops...but damage's done...
ya get wat i mean?

dere is tis fren who care alot abt me...
wenever i quarrel wif him, he finds mz...
now, i dun lik tis, i repeat...y bother her?
and its lik, i was in mz position b4...
i din lik e feelin of "everytime i find ya is cos of her"

den mz gets fed up n saes...
"his nt mui fren meh?" "he cun contact me meh"
but hey, we both noe y he contacts ya loh...
den we start quarrelin...cun rmb furthur details...
but i ended up bein more upset den initial state...*sighs*

tis few daes hav still been meetin her up loh...
but i jus feel tat dere's tis weird feelin in btwin loh...
i feel so bad abt it...but wat n how 2 do abt it??
another tink is her projs...im doin much more den her i tink...
i wun reject her but she's gettin abit too dependent i guess...

tat i feel lik im doin her proj...dere was tis once...
tat i was doin hers till i din do ANY of mui hmwk...
she sae she can do alone but it wun get s gd marks...
but she sae i could reject her de...now, tell me...
pple who noe me noe tat i cun reject frens de rite?

but im gettin sick n tired le...im nt in jc, fer gdness sake...
most imptly is i dun feel appreciated ba...tats a killer...
okie, now tok abt daniel...his doin tinks tat irritate me...
he lurves 2 run off on me, now, i HATE tat can?
he saes he dotes on me...i cun realie deny...

but he alwaes does wat he tinks...on mon nites...
wen everybody haven settle deir duties n he did...
he went off already, without any buhbyes or wat...
i was off duty, i went dere study...(simply cos i missed dem)
and he runs off lik tat...noe wat was his excuse?

"i tot ya waitin fer joey ma, me dere also no use"
"so i left first loh...dun tink ya'll realise also"
ooh great! how great is his defense...
noe how i reacted? he irritates me, i irritate him...
"yea, of cos i din realise..."

"aiya me too bz concentratin on dear joey ma if ya sae so"
"ya sae gt ya no ya no diff den no diff loh"
"watever ya sae counts le wat, wat can i sae?"
"den okie loh, i super tired liao, buhbye."
den he msges me e next dae...

saes he wans 2 meet fer a talk...wats dere 2 sae?
and i already dated mz le...she comin 2 mui hse fer her proj...
i dunno how 2 treat dem anymore loh...
anywae doesn seem right...tinks mz saes...
jus makes me cry harder wen im cryin...wat 2 do?

daniel sae tis tink n does another...y lik tat? hur hur hur...
i feel more alone den ever loh...
new frens nt gd enuff to tell...old frens tell le worse...
i realie miss e golden sec sch daes...
i may look uglier by alot...mayb overshadowed by frens...

at least dey were by mui side...now?
no make effort no meet out...2dae din work...
came hm earlier, went thru old items...
saw e past letters dey replied 2 mui ones...
tho its a ratio of dem 1 to mui 5 letters...

at least dere was response...da tinks we confided in e past...
read e letters n memories come flowin back...
makes me feel so ashamed of wat we've become todae...
i noe, its part n parcel of life, everybody saes...
but i dun wan a life lik wat i have now...

lookin beta but havin nobody by mui side wen i nit dem...
i miss mui sec sch click...how many click had frank toks de?
well, mui click of sisters had...i miss tat contact...
wen can i ever get over i? wen can i stop bein e emotional party...?
seems lik no matter wat shipswise, i alwaes m e hurt party...

extract frm a letter frm cher:
(how long since i've heard sum words or felt tis wae??)

im glad dere's you to smile at me
and brighten up mui dae
to share mui tots n understand
the tinks i do n sae

im glad dere's you to luff wif me
at ordinary tinks
to show me wat is special
in everythin life brings

im glad dere's you to be wif
and i tink its time you know
jus how happy you have made me
and how glad i am dere's you...

readin tis makes me sad...
y has she chosen 2 giv up on our frenship...?
y she she walked awae jus lik tat...
without lookin back...i've learnt to stop askin y...
cos dere's no answer fer tat, i guess...

if onli ya could giv tinks up n b by mui side...
cos fer now, onli ya feel ya can make me smile happily...

Wished She Was Loved ;

4/27/2006 02:01:00 PM