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HER NICKS:

TiNgTiNg
XiAoYu
MiSs STM
BlUr QuEeN
XiAyU
SoToNg QuEeN
MeOwMeOwTiNg
CoMpLaInT qUeEn? hahas...

LIVES FER:

FoOd!
SlAcKiN
SlEePiN
TaLkIn
ShOpPiN
ReAdInG
MoViEs
NaiLaRt
NiTeS
FrEnS
HaPpInEsS
CaTs
WaYnE LiN JuN JiE
HeBe
MuSiC
FuN & ExCiTmEnT

FIGHTS WITH:

VuLgArItIeS
TeArS
DeAfEnInG SiLeNcE
HeArTbReAkErS
LiArS
HyPoCrItIeS
BaCkStAbBeRs, BeTrAyErS
SeLfIsHnEsS
BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

GoOd GrAdEs (all pass? lols)
MoRe FrEnS
CuTiE Of HeR oWn
CoUnTlEsS $$$
SiNgInG cOuRsEs
SaTiSfAcToRy JoB
HaPpInEsS
50 sMiLeS a DaY =D
LiVe In FaNtAsY dReAm WoRlD

ALL ALONG

P jOy
LyNn
xUeLiNg
mEi JiE
mEi HuI
XiNyU
wAn YinG
LiNg Ta/LyNdA
KeLLy
CeCiLiA
rOaN<
gAo ZhEng
SeRI
KeN
JaSoN tOh
SuYeE
jEaN
ViCtOr
JiE yI
aMiLiA
KeLLy
sHeReEn
ZiQiNg

FORGET THEM

teachin n meetin jessie
thursdae
so dere! i catch her shoutin songs instead of sing...
nt s if we dun giv enuff space rite...c? she stres...
future singer? tat i nt sure...but sure is enthu s...
do i look lik im bein gotcha-ed...? well, all tis ...
can guess wat song tis is frm ma...? e all time fa...
i alwaes treat pple beta de... even take photos sh...
go k-ge wher can dun pose wif the MIKE? so...dere ...
tink pple whose been dere can tell lah...kster doo...

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

if ya faint upon long entries, skip tis entry ba, lols.

mondae (20/03/06)
was workin...11-10pm...
ziqing bar, sze chia cashier...
runners: me, joey, eda, wenlong...
was irritated at wenlong attitude...
super pissed off lah! n how he treats mz...

tok to him he no reply de leh...
take pple concern fer nth de leh...
seriously deserves a slap in e face...
if tat brings him to his senses, i dun mind doin it...
even if he hates me after it, s long he treats everyone beta...

i hate guys who get a stead n neglect her de...
den wat fer get a stead? poor gal rite?
summore he puts 1wk 4daes fer work??
dun tell me ya realie tat damn bz loh...argh.
afterall, stead is hers, i can onli advise n assist, no more...

ard noon at work, i went office aka boss's hse...
bringin him e new intro food wif sze chia...fer photographin it...
left without sze chia, almost gt lost, cun find wae back...phew...
whilst holdin a bright orange bag n 2 plates of food, dun ferget...
e combi is so super duper universal attracting attention(AA) lah...

btw, ard nites, mz dropped by to get hm together wif me...
but henry (new full time guy) lived in tamp...
b4 gettin on train, we started discussin abt mz n wenlong...
so tat gt ziqing interested so he took train wif us 'stead of eda...
lols...poor eda...but it was a v interested n hyper conversation...

e fateful dae i made mummy cry...
cos i told her sumtink i mayb shldn...
i told her mui bro picked up smokin...
i couldn help at all...so i tot...
i shld c whether mummy can do anythin abt it...

i dunno abt other pple's mums...
but mui mum...she blames herself...
everythin we do wrong or bad...yessss...
she blames herself: "did i nt teach anythin rite?"
"it muz b im nt a gd mum, hence mui children lik tat"

i jus his gettin outta hand n TOO self-ruinin...
i tot droppin frm express to academic shld do it le...
yet he still gt even worse...now wat'll wake him up?
frm e maple freak...n e super attitude kid...
if onli i can fight win him...lols...den mayb he scared of me...

tuesdae (21/03/06)
was workin...back in workin mode...12-10pm...
sze chia bar n cashier..."one gal show" lols...
runners: sam, me, joey, siwei, eda, grace...
morn was darn bz...understaffed n overwhelmed wif customers...
summore wif ONE person fer bar n cashier...

stoopid boss lah! cut cost cut cost...
cut until so li pu...hahas...super niaow...stingy!
summore he alwaes so xtra de...nth 2 do, cum v8...
c him do nth wrong also stressed...super xtra arh him...
btw, keep gettin said 2b dumb durin work...m i realie??

still missin e daes wen mz was workin...seriously...
went hm frm work wif mui bk n mp3 tonites...
den on mrt dere was tis group of malay guys...
i pretended to b engrossed in readin while dey teased me...
one of dem...by stickin his face v close to mui...

"in a readin mui bk too de position"...dumb rite? -.-'''
feel so tired mentally...seems lik tinks in e past alwaes beta...
studies wise; poly sem one was e best ever...realie...
work wise; e past was best, nobody left, everybody came...
im so freakingly missin e past...y cant everythin remain constant??

y muz everythin change? tis was e worse change i suffered...
mayb e second or third but definitely top few ba...
frm understandin to stranger-like...
guess bein frens was wat i wished fer, it din cum true...
hav i made e wrong decision, was it mui fault all along...?

i find talkin 2 ya so tirin now...its so...strained?
i dunno how 2 describe...well, at least nt anymore ba...
y is everythin so wrong? how 2 make it rite? again?
once tot it was impossible 2 lose ya...i was dreamin...
now i've lost our frenship, wat more can i sae?

Wished She Was Loved ;

3/21/2006 11:38:00 PM