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XiAoYu
MiSs STM
BlUr QuEeN
XiAyU
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MeOwMeOwTiNg
CoMpLaInT qUeEn? hahas...

LIVES FER:

FoOd!
SlAcKiN
SlEePiN
TaLkIn
ShOpPiN
ReAdInG
MoViEs
NaiLaRt
NiTeS
FrEnS
HaPpInEsS
CaTs
WaYnE LiN JuN JiE
HeBe
MuSiC
FuN & ExCiTmEnT

FIGHTS WITH:

VuLgArItIeS
TeArS
DeAfEnInG SiLeNcE
HeArTbReAkErS
LiArS
HyPoCrItIeS
BaCkStAbBeRs, BeTrAyErS
SeLfIsHnEsS
BaD hAiR dAy
FlU!!!

GoOd GrAdEs (all pass? lols)
MoRe FrEnS
CuTiE Of HeR oWn
CoUnTlEsS $$$
SiNgInG cOuRsEs
SaTiSfAcToRy JoB
HaPpInEsS
50 sMiLeS a DaY =D
LiVe In FaNtAsY dReAm WoRlD

ALL ALONG

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LyNn
xUeLiNg
mEi JiE
mEi HuI
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KeLLy
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gAo ZhEng
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KeN
JaSoN tOh
SuYeE
jEaN
ViCtOr
JiE yI
aMiLiA
KeLLy
sHeReEn
ZiQiNg

FORGET THEM

part 2 cont'd of ytd
dunno how 2 describe de dae...
suddenly bz, suddenly
nt a nice dae 2dae n it hurts
mui lunar bdae 2dae...
bored to da core xia
job---blessin or curse?
19/09/08 i noe im bored 2 death...
19/09/05 wat rubbish is tis?
18/09/05 s-u-x s-u-x s-u-x-

AND SAY

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YOU LOVE ME

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

2dae's da second dae...dey failed.
i washed today again...yes again...but...
i saw pple comin 2 interview fer washin de job...
cun sae i din waver in firmness in promise...
but dey realie more disappointed n sad den happy...

so many tinks point 2 da fact tat dey biased.
tho i always work inside, den din teach me how 2 make coffee...
i ferget how 2b runner liao, i wash till numb liao...(aunty rain)
caterin nt me stay, nites nt i stay, longer hrs nt i work...
great man...i earn less, i work less, i learn less... ??

used 2b scared tat dey saw tis blog...nt anymore.
cos im nt concerned abt it? im numb...?
btw, i cut muiself...thumb again...skinned mui thumb...
pls note tat i did washin again...detergent= best med huh? lol
nt tat im numb 2 pain but im feelin it so much so tat i dun...

haiz...tho all tis happen cos dey gt beta alternative den me...
and is I intro jj in de...haiz but i nv blame her b4 lah...
lik i gt sae b4...wen ian ask...y ya ask her cum...?
i knew tinks gonna b diff le...onli din noe TIS drastic...
but frens r still more impt den job? no matter wat...

cun n dun wan blame anyone...if muz b, den me ba...
is i nt pro enuff...nt every1 willin 2 groom new pple...
but if dere's nv a start, wher all pros cum frm? *signs*
i hate pple who sae tis n do tat...y do such tinks? hur
anyway, i can lose tis job, but nt tis fren...

so jus ferget it, nit cum b, i'll quit lah...
i mean wif her, its always laughter n fun...tho...
but is dem make me sad, nt her also loh...
mayb...mayb...i shld jus stop TRYIN 2 SQUEEZE
into tis industry? mayb im jus nt suited...

loti sae mayb is EQ gt prob...but how could it b?
wen i gt along super well wif everybody dere?
b it joy, yen or raymond... mayb me unlikeable ba...
i dunno? if any1 sae so ba...strengthless 2 care also...
okie nvm...enuff of complainin...

2dae gt off work at 3:57pm...haiz...den impulse.
headed straght fer beach...dunno y...gt daes...
wen i felt worse but 2dae jus gt mood or wat ba...haiz.
so went dere den on bus 403 msg loti...met up wif her...
dere was a grp og gals dere wher i sit near, haiz again...

kinda super reminded of mui grp? all those daes n haiz...
den dey lik curious cos me alone or wat lah...
kept lookin over...dun hafta bully me in numbers de...lol
den loti reached...chatted wif her...soulmates.
den we felt lik eatin at either ajisen or swensens...

happened 2 hav $ on me...spendin on impulse argh...
chose ajisen over swensens...tomato ramen! haha...
mayb is tat dae eat in bugis is reunion so lik taste nicer lol
but overall i tink okie except tat gal who no smile n diao me...
>_<''' haha...den chatted happily wif winnie...i still rmb her!

she v nice...and i lik her much beta den arh May...oops! lol
arh May 2dae off...so din see her...jus s well mayb ? haha...
gav feedback since winnie ask...loti filled form me tok haha
den went ice lemon tea shop after tat...bought hp accessory...
together wif loti...yea man haha...gals lik 2 buy bondin items!

she bought purple butterfly de...i bought black paw prints de...
meow~ sorrie arh...haven mature yet arh i guess...lol
but i lurve it rite now cos its soooo cute! hehe...
sorrie 2 write such a long entry...haha...
gl gonna complain again liao...lol

song of mood 2nites: stefanie sun's...tong lei

Wished She Was Loved ;

9/27/2005 04:21:00 PM